Hello there Sam....I am Heather and it is my pleasure to meet you.
I am sitting here in awe reading your post....I have read it over a couple of times and you have given me goosebumps. This is a good thing too

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Isn't it wonderful when you get that light bulb "aha" moment? Good for you hun. I am really happy for you and I can also sense the contentment in your words.....truly wonderful.

Heather
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life - it goes on."
~~Robert Frost