I have no intention of killing myself. But I frequently wish i was not here. If I could just erase myself I would in a minute. I don't want to hurt anyone. I have a beautiful family. I am highly successful at my job. I have no financial issues. I just don't want to be anymore. I've been fighting this for years. I've tried all types of meds. I've tried counseling. But I just wish could just erase myself. When I even hint at this to people all I hear is how wonderful my life is. I embarassed to talk about it because so many people are struggling with severe problems. My life is good -- I just don't want to be anymore. Does anyone else feel this way? I don't know how to help myself. Does anyone have any ideas