MicG....Gee I don't really no where to start,These are not your delusions coming forward It is awareness.As buddhist might explain you see with the universal mind the knowing that is all of us and our surroundings.The world is blind to this and can only see with the reactive mind.They are programmed to this reactive mind,this is how they are controlled.they are controlled by their choosing the trappings of the material world and not the freedom of the spirit and the universal mind.The first truth of enlightenment that we must except and have no effect on is life is never ending pain and suffering this is the first truth of life ...understanding with the universal mind frees us through transcendence knowing we can only do so much with in our lives and the rest are the trappings of this world which one day will also transcend and become part of our truth.'in time all things are as one"