((((((((Naturefreak))))))))

Yes know it well. I used to have a family, the best part died. The rest of them deliberately rode me and contributed to my poor mental health in bucket loads.

I will never understand how they get their kicks from doing that either, I have to say with honesty that I don't love any of the ones who are left, they don't deserve all the things I did for them, the money I gave them, the support or help. When I look back on it all I was simply used because I could be because I so wanted to be part of them.

I'm free now, but the anger hasn't left me yet.... I hope it does soon because I just don't like it. I much prefer the peace which lives in the centre of my being....

Love and Hugs to you my dear friend, you deserve much better and you will find it, because you are a really good man,

Rhiannon