I don't know how I am feeling anymore.

I don't feel stressed, but I know I am because my period is now on day 50 of its cycle, which is too long.

Sorry I haven't posted here yet, I haven't been bothered to do anything because my mood has just hit an all time low.

I don't feel like I'm worth anything, I don't feel loved or wanted by people, but I can't die, as much as I feel that I can't live.

I'm having paranoid thoughts about people, assuming strangers are always talking about me, or judging me.

I'm sorry, I just... I need some help.