Blackdragon, my heart truly goes out to you. I understand how much it hurts when the ones we love simply don't understand what we are going through. They are the ones who seem to know exactly which buttons to push. I'm very proud of you for remaining calm, that took a lot under the circumstances. Very concerned that you hurt yourself. So often when we are angry and hurt it seems that there is no other way to release all the pain. I'm glad that you did take the time to write out your feelings, that is a great release for everything that is going on in our heads and hearts.

As far as taking information to your boss, I think that was a good thing. It shows that you want to be open and it gives your boss a better understanding of what you are dealing with on a daily basis.

I agree with MP about doing what's best for you no matter what anyone else thinks. You must be true to yourself. Please take care! Let us know if you would like to talk. You will be in my thoughts! ~colleen