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WE needed to take some down time from here. There are so many blessing being in an apartment. We now have a buffer from those that have hurt us in the past. But in truth we are still dealing with the grass is greener on the other side syndrome.
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At church we were speaking up for a peace pole dedication and some one come up behind us and we got scared. The little ones came right out and said that we were scared and it took a moment for those within to get back on track. But we did it. We just wanted more children activities at the event.
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We are not doing the stephen ministry at the moment we did not get to do the membership so we still can not do some church activities. The nays win and we are dealing with some present abuse issues so we had to bow out without a fight. We can do only so much when we do not have that many people willing to accept us as we are.
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Those within are still so grateful for those there that accept us that it not until we leave that we feel the pain of those that do not accept our help or are willing to let us participate with the other activities.
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In truth our main social activities is here and at the church. Because of the severity of what happen to us before we got into the apartment we are somewhat lost at what to do at the moment so please know that we are still thinking of those here even as we readjust to what our lives are turning into.
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So for now we are still living from day to day living on grace wondering why us and what the heck did we do to make others treat us the way they do? Just keep us in your thoughts as we to are keeping those here in ours.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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