Hugs innerzone, hope your back feels better soon, lots of rest!

That sound familiar black pup! i struggle to get motivated! sometimes writing anything is better than writing nothing, even if you go back and edit it all later it might get the writers block moving?!

Im having a horrible day following all the euphoria of the last few days. ive switched into irritable, grumpy, shouty, headachy with a bit of anxiety thrown in
Im all over the place at the moment, I dont know if this is because of the change in dose of the anti ds, but the dose is so low now i doubt its even therapeutic.. recon the doctors just keep me on it to shut me up and make me feel like they are earning their pay.
waiting to hear from psych for an assessment apppointment, so im not sure if this is all just an effect of feeling anxious that im not going to be "mad" enough. It would be too humiliating to get there after all this fuss just to be told im fine and just making it all up.
got to go back to work on weds, am a teacher, Ive had 6 weeks of to try to get my head sorted and its not sorted. when the stress starts again im scared i am going to go really off my head... if im not just making it all up that is! aaarrrrgggg I dont know whats going on in my head.. but i dont like it!