vj: not sad at all! For the first time in my life I feel like I have friends who accept me as I am..I've always kind of kept my distance from close relationships other than my family, and I figured they love me cuz they have to!

BlackPup: Hope you find your motivation! (I almost shortened BlackPup to BP and then realized how uncool that would look! )

poly: hope you get it sorted out soon; and even if someone thinks you're just "making it up" remember that we know differently. Good luck with your psych appt - hopefully even if you're not "mad" enough, they will listen and understand how you've felt recently.

Me..started the day on hold forever with the employment department trying to straighten out my claim. It's raining and it's not supposed to be, so I'm mad at the weather man. I really need some sunshine today. I feel overwhelmed by a stack of stuff looming over me - jobs to apply for, documentation to finish for the attorney (appt tomorrow - happy about that), editing for my volunteer work, I'm behind two assignments in the one class I'm taking and my house really needs to be cleaned. Joints hurt from the damp weather. So I guess I'll just stay here for a while and pretend I don't have that scary to-do list.