its been hanging over me for awhile now. its just getting worse. couldnt go to the grocery store without my son. safety people help sometimes but only if its at a safety store. i only go to one grocery store one gas station. its been making me feel like im going bonkers. i cant breath yet i have to work i work in a receiving dept of a store so its a small group that understand what im dealing with. right now i feel like crying it getting so bad. i called my pdoc but have to wait for return call. if not hes on vaca tomorrow and i have to go to his alternate. i think im starting to have a tolerance to the ativan. it works but i take slightly more than what they give me ive told him this before but wont up my dosage. weve tried other meds to aleviate the anxiety but nothing else seems to work. i just want to be able to breath to go to the store to take my son to a park or out to eat. its getting worse i think come home and hide in my room even my living room is too much. just looking for relief.