Thank you Petunia

Yes, I'm on meds - a very hefty dose of them (so hefty that one of them is usually only prescribed at this dose in hospital). I spoke to my GP and he told me to take more valium to get through tonight and to take a sleeping tablet tonight. It's getting so I find it hard to make that kind of decision.

It helps just to know people are there and care.

It's scary being like this though.
Caroline