aww... i wish that there was something that i could say to make things better for you... we love reading your poems and listening to you here... really and truly, and look you ran to us, so you do still want something from this life... i dont know how you feel so i cant realy say this, fairly, but if you really feel in the pits all of the time and you just really do not feel like carrying on i think you should go to the community... we want to see you well, and we lso want to keep you here... not in some coffin in the ground or smothered all over a road or whatever... please... do what you need to get better, really get better... we love you here so please keep posting and keep as strong as you possibly can

Through each others weaknesses we find comfort.