I have just split with my boyfriend/fiance (2 days ago) and I am sick of people judging.
All the people saying "I told you so" and "Why did you throw it away you two were great together"
You know what, no it wasn't my fault no one understand screw all.
They never knew he cheated and only thought with his ****, they never knew what he used to call me or how he treated me sexually and physically. Yes he was nice at times but they have no clue.
What kind of partner tells the girl he cheated with all about my scars and my past. Making out that I was some kind of psycho. Yeah i'm not the easiest but I am nothing like he said.
The day after we spilt up he is friends with that same girl again. You know what, I feel bad enough already without people digging the knife into my heart even further.
There has been one person that has understood and he has been incredible. Thank you Pete for being there for me, you have kept me from going insane.
I'm just not sure how much longer I keep my temper under control and stop myself from screaming at all those people.
*sighs* Sorry.
Last edited by sabby; Aug 31, 2010 at 12:27 PM.
Reason: administrative edit
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