I did cut last nite. stabbed my leg 4 times then cut 5 times. Oh what a releif i got when i added water to the cuts and the red blood just gushed out. Reason? its in bipolar. I chose my leg so my boss wouldnt see it. She allready found out that i cut because of my arms. She is worried sick about me. According my dumb cusin i did all that to get sympathy. HA. i rather be isolated than get sympathy.

just getting out more of the pist off ness in my heart from last nite.