I know that i have trust issues... not really suprising seeing what I went through..
What I am having difficulty with atm is jealousy, making me angry and stopping me from trusting.. I think??
I see a new 'chick' added to my BF fb and I flip out...
I see a name I recognise (female) on his fb and I click on her.. she is also friends with another guy I met online.. sooooo If my BF said he didn't met anyone else online then how do two VERY different guys know the same girl?
Rationally I know that I may be over reacting, I hate being like this - never had these feelings/emotions before..
He is allowed to have female friends.. hell I have a lot of guy friends...
I need to go back to bascis and learn to trust myself again - my choices, my decisions.. but how??
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How I describe myself: Honest, caring, trustworthy, reliable and generous.
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