Can you go somewhere and scream? Scream out your anger? Get it off your back. I wish you didn't have to know this sadness. I wish your family showed you the love your deserved. You are so worthy of all the love the world has to give. You have a right to be angry. Anger is not a bad thing. It is an honest emotion that tells us we need to deal with a hurt. We need to heal a wound. Anger lets us know what the source of the pain and suffering is. It isn't meant to sit and fester. It is meant to put light on a hurt so you can apply the right medicine.
Self love. Universal love. My love and the love of those in your life who support and nurture you. Let all this love fill the hole left by your family who miss out on the blessing of loving you. Love them even though they can't return it to you. Blessing healing upon them so they might know your love some day.
May the angels of peace collect your tears so that one day you can see their magic. Blessings.
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