Purplefins and nupoet...I am glad you are here too. I was reading some of the DID posts wanting to contribute but most of what I was reading was so alien to how the DID works with me that I could'nt offer anything. I can't pretend to enjoy it. It's frekin' scary and feels stupid at the same time.

It's funny because I covered for the things the alters did for years..but it just made me look nuts when i tried to cover for the bigger things. I lost several MONTHS of time once. During that time, evidently, an alter lost a car that I did'nt even know I owned, reported it stolen to the police, and it was found in a parking lot the next spring under a huge mound of snow when it melted. I don't even know which alter did that to this day and evidently it happened when i was about 19 which makes sense because the alters took over with a vengence at that time. I don't know what happened to the car.

Purplefins, if you have questions you are too afraid to post, I probably have the same questions. Feel free to PM me and I can ask the questions. The moderators will make sure I ask them in an appropriate way. I just feel we should get to the nitty gritty of this and not make it a fluffy social club. I find it very diffiuclt to talk about this stuff too...but that's why I'm here. I need answers and maybe some comraderie. If I need to spill my guts, I don't want to be afraid to do it anymore. The truth is what needs to be told. It's the only way to help ourselves and possibly others who will venture into this forum. I'm used to being a target LOL I need to get one of those target t-shirts