Hi Mellors,

I want to ask you to please think this through a little deeper. My youngest brother took his own life in January. The pain and torment never leaves those he left behind.

When you don't take good care...there is so much hurt for all those that you have touched in life...and being a very caring person...could you say that this is the right path for you.

Everyone on this board has suffered terribly in this life & many come here seeking comfort , help, answers..and yes to help others.

Please do not despair for we care a great deal for you. We would miss you greatly if we never saw your name up there when we sign on.

You really have touched many lives here..please continue on this path rather than despair and destruction.

Take care, my friend. I am looking forward to seeing you in chat.