Today we are getting what is left from storage and taken it to our apartment. We are slowly getting more comfortalbe there but some within where really scared the last time we thought we found safe housing we had been hurt. The hardest part for us is the waiting to gain security that we will not be hurt here like we had at the other places.
We hung our cross-stiches and put our things out so that it is slowly becoming ours instead of someone else rooms. We even put a list together and asked for some more items so that we could create group space that like to do the same things. Now we have a safe room and the dalmatians do not have to be affaird at night.
The second night was hard on us they kept switching and crying it was not until we had a dream of a couple of papa bears sitting with us that they calmed down and let an adoult out. It was loud and scarry for all of us but we think that they all are feeling safer now. we sleep on both the couch and bed through out the night to let them learn that no one is coming in to hurt us.
We hope with the rest of our personal items that they will feel safeer and calmer sooner. We are coming here when we hope we are not switching to bad  but we gain so much just by reading here it helps us not to feel so alone.  
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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