I want to build my life with with someone special that I love and respect... for the rest of my life. I am too old to date and be just company. If this man does not think that I am the right one for him, then He needs to find one that is. I also need to move on and find someone that is crazy about me and wouldnt have it any other way. He has some crazy plan that the intends to accomplish in his life... certain things.. in a certain order. Until he does this thing, and that thing, he doesnt feel as if he is ready to marry. He sees it being about 2 years down the road. I suppose I just dont want to invest on a daily basis.... on an emotional, physical, or any other level... in a situation that is not for the rest of my life.