Tomi,

I haven't been here in a while......tried to get back but seem to have a fight going on in my mind......the flashbacks are trying to take over & I am trying to focus on other things to keep them out. I hate it when it does that.

I am not sure what has been going on here......I know for me right now that the running & hiding sounds like a wonderful option. Only meds I am on are the migraine narcotics & the seroquel to keep away the nightmares (& if I don't take them I keep myself awake to avoid the dreams).

I know it feels good to be off meds.....but when they help, it is hard to make sense of things without them. Maybe others are going through hard times that are hard to deal with themselves......hard to know why people are either getting hurt or are hurting others. Sometimes it may be happening when things are going on internally that we don't understand. Tough when we have many different personalities in the same place.

Hope you are settling into your new home......when you can just sit back, relax, & enjoy your new place, maybe things will settle down some......it is interesting observing the interactions that go on in a community like this.

Thinking of you,
Debbie