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I miss them also, yet, I fear them. At times I wish I could speak to them and tell them how I feel, but I know they will just laugh at me, tell me I am wrong and they are right. I also know that they will hound me to no end, if I returned. Therefore, I do not want to return......Yet I feel alone too, and loneliness is painful.

I am greatful to the people here too, that have made me feel I have a right to live. And a right to be accept the way I am.

I accept you for you are, I want you to be happy and feel safe and loved. We just need to remember that we are not alone in the way we feel and our wants and desires. Atleast we have each other here at PC for support, as we plod forward through......today and tomorrow...