Hi Ani,
I'm really anxiously having disturbed and unpleasant thoughts? It's more worse than ever and. I have never been so obsessed in all my life until the start of 2010 and even though. I tend to allow myself to have these visions of destruction and mean pictures of him in my mind. I just can't rest peaceful anymore. I find myself caught in a terrible place and. I'm screaming,crying,ranting,raving and *****ing really loud at the top of my lungs. It's like people are watching me but. I can't see them anywhere?!