[Performing in front of people isn't a problem either. I'm going to be teaching some classes in a couple of weeks and it's not making me nervous at all, actually I'm looking forward to it. All it is is interacting socially.

Is it hopeless? It sure seems that way. ]

I think Jennie has hit on this. It is a performance when you stand at the front of the room and teach. At least for you it is. When faced with real life, there is no script. There is no program, there is no control over it. Anything can happen, good stuff and the bad stuff. So what are you expecting? What are you afraid of? Actually having a good time? If you did unexpectedly have a good time, do you feel guilty about it? Is it possible that this anxiety comes from not wanting people to get too close to you? What will a person see in your eyes if they manage to? Deep, wounding pain or a hurt, scared little child? When you find out why and where this comes from, you just might find the freedom you desire.