I have borderline disorder, but for many years doctors treated me as a bipolar, suicidal, anti-social, extreme mood changes (agressive to super sweet) and blablabla. I just found out because i didint tell them everything that was going on, like my horrible secrets of abuse during childhood, sexual addictions, i was afraid. now its just confirmed and only thing i can do is look for help. and help others too.. its not something we choose, life is funny...