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Originally Posted by zooropa
 that's the way, googley! I was kind of having a panic attack a couple of hours ago, sitting in my car in the parking lot of the grocery store. I tried to just follow my breath, and it helped. If only I had a little T I could carry around with me to remind me to do that more often.  |
I want a T to carry around in my pocket too. If you figure out how to do that will you let me know so I can do it?
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Originally Posted by seventyeight
hi googley, can you call her now and ask about it? it seems like it would be super stressful to have to wait, and it doesn't seem like the type of thing that *has* to be done face to face.
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She's really not the best with the phone. (Actually she is pretty awful.) I rather just wait even though it will be until next week. Especially since it isn't an emergency and she first brought it up at the end of session and said we could talk about it next week. I do have to say I hate it when she brings up things at the end of session, though I can see why she wanted to work on reconnection first before diving in to business.
I'm trying to figure out what I deserve. I want to pay my T what she is worth and I know that I can't really pay that. But I don't know that I can stand being as tight on money as I was last year. I want to be able to save up a little amount of money for an emergency and right now I don't have any. Plus I want to be able to save up money to visit my brother. But I can't do these things if I can't save up a little money. I don't know if it is selfish of me to want these things? Should this money go to my T instead?