Dear Yoshi,,, in order to be considered "disabled" by Social Security, you need 2 doctors to say, in writing, that you cannot work, that your condition will prevent you from being able to work, or words to that effect. all the otheropinions about how you suffer mean nothing to Soc Sec. and do not be fooled into hiring a lawyer for 25% of your back pay, until you have been denied at least once,,, depending on your state. see if there is an Independent Living Center near you, they can often help you find free resources to help you prepare your file for submission to SocSec. I hope you get some support, some income, and some respect. and then i hope you have a good doc, and a quick recovery~! Gus