You sound so much like my daughter god i cry each night for her She has been abused so much by other physicall mentally. I hear also she does not have a long life expectancy from her doctors I am sorry you have been thru hell and back as well. I have had to let her go as well everyone tell me it is what she need to grow up.
I don't want to i want her home but her violence i don't know what todo I pray that she did not have all her mental illnesses i pray for all of you because i can see and hear the pain and i can't take it away i try but i can't I hope you find a kind therapist one who can guide thru all the confusion and turmoil YOu deserve kindness and peace not rejection. I wish i knew what to do for her take care okay just know i too wish people were more kind and understanding towards people with mental illnesses.