Starting a major depressive episode here. I don't have health insurance right now and the only way I can get help is if I'm well, you know, at the end of my rope. I'm not, but I sure do feel miserable.

My thought processes are starting to slow down. I feel so depressed right now that looking for work almost seems impossible.

I really want to pull out of this episode, but I don't know how. I'm taking my Paxil as I am suppose to.

I'm really broke right now (can you say no money for even toilet paper)?

I don't even have the energy to help myself. I don't know where to turn or what to do. I'm tired all the time, not able to eat, can't think straight. Not functioning well. Even typing this is a major undertaking. I don't think things will get better. I hate this illness.

Any advise?