Billi,

DO NOT listen to those echoes or voices. Having a yeast infection is very normal and common. Ignore the negative voices. You didnt do anything wrong. Just an FYI - if you increase your intake of yogurt (eating it) this will help fight off future yeast infections. I'm not too aware of the statistics and role that intercourse has on increased yeast infections but in general, I know I get them often. They hurt and are annoying but that's about the extent that they are harmful. Just curious, when you feel in pain in general in any part of your body (like a headache or toothache) do you blame yourself OR is this only self blame when it has to do with pain or discomfort in your "private" area? This may be something you would want to explore with a licensed professional. Best of luck!!