Yack, I think you're on the right track with being in treatment with both a therapist and a psychiatrist. It must be a very scary and transitional time for you, but no matter how badly you feel, it appears you're taking the steps a lot of people have trouble with taking -- getting help, trying to feel better. Keep at it!!

Unfortunately, no matter how much information you provide, nobody online is going to be able to tell you what's wrong or what your next steps should be. Only you can determine that, hopefully with the help of your therapist. Your therapist should be there to help guide you through figuring out where to go next, and how to make gradual, positive changes in your life.

((((((((Yack))))))))

Take care,
DocJohn