Wow, I just read this entire thread over again. Thank you THANK YOU for your kind and thought out, detailed opinions and responses.

Update - I am now newly married (to a different man - not my ex fiance) and my new husband seems to LOVE my breasts (even though they are little). I believe him for 2 reasons - 1) his actions match his words as he seems to always touch them and 2) I know 2 of his ex girlfriends and they are "flat" and very thin all over so this is conforting to me. I guess this is a good thing that he adores my breasts and I but of course Im still depressed and self conscious about them. I haven't made any efforts to get plastic surgery (mainly because of lack of funds) but I still dream, wish and obsess over having larger breasts (like I used to have before I lost all of this weight).

I have a new question that I'd like to ask. Do you think I will ever accept my smaller breasts and be happy with them? Is it even possible? I've been struggling over this for a long time and Im trying so hard to convince myself to just accept and love my body (esp. my breasts).