I wish I was never born

I have nothing and no one and I hate this life

I hate that I am divorced and share custody

I would rather have my kids all the time or none of the time

it's too torturous to get them only half the time

I miss who I used to be and I will never be her again

I wish I was never born

I have had a miserable life and it is only going to get worse

I feel horrible for my kids who have me as their mom how unlucky for them

I know I can never be cured

there's too much wrong in my life