Hello everyone,
Looking for support.
Feeling that in the near future that I will be deciding whether to move forward into healing or to lock myself in the past coping/hiding from life.

Feel control is in my hands, yet the fear of the unknown is very strong, and I don't know if I have the strength. So much energy for hanging on...
afraid to let go and claim health.

So close, yet so far, anyone else ever feel this way?