Thank you Sarah.

I've been big and adult and coping all day. NOw I am going away inside myself. I'm not a mum I'm not a wife I'm not anything just going to lose myself in my genealogy. I can shut out everything eles. Why don't I listen to people? Why does my curiosity get the better of me? Why can't I make good choices, sensible decisions, and act on them? Because I am a failure, not good enough, never good enough ... this is my bottom line.