Hello squishflop,

I'm really sorry you are so badly affected by your anxiety. When I am at peak anxiety I feel that I am going to disappear into my eyes and into nothingness. Sounds crazy I know but you posted yours so I'm posting mine. I feel that my eyes even though they are green, are just black holes that I will fall into as evertyhing rushes past me. I won't need to remember who I am because it won't matter.

It is so agitating and so unnerving that I wish I was totally unconscious and unaware of everything that is going on. Everything that is whisking my life and balance away.

I really hope that this stops for you soon squishflop, because I know how unbearable mine is, and I don't like the idea of someone else feeling anything like it.