We had a long talk the other night and I'm not sure if I got through or not he knew I had been saying we need more time and he had heard everything I was telling him before but he seemed confused that I had felt that strongly about it and that I was hurting that bad. I'm not sure if his kids will be over again soon or not. We will see how it goes and that will let me know how much hes willing to try. Our toughest days are when they are here because we are having our own hard times and they don't think they have to listen to any females much less me because of stuff they are told and sometimes my husband and I disagree in front of them so they think they can get away with whatever they want when it comes to me and what I say. My husband thinks I"m being mean but i"m not. I just think that thye should treat me with respect and he wants to be their friend so bad hes not willing to make them respect me so we have even more problems when they are here. My baby is sick and I am too. Even if the love is not the same as it was before a lover will always be there for you. Once the weekend is over I'll leave another post because then I will know a little bit more about what is going on. He's a lot nicer when he is home now but he still is hardly home. So I'm not sure what is going on.