Its not easy to find a new therapist. The entire psychiatric staff knows me already and i just cant go to them again. Its even harder to go find a new one at a different ho7pital. Now i feel very vulnerable aboupt opening up infront of so many different people.

My life is a mess at the moment. I get angry towards my friends on minor things and m be2oming more and more impatient. If i dont die then there is a whole life ahead of me and i wonder how will i cope up with all this.