yes, I am nothing without him

he gave me a social life, parties, dressing up, travel, high society, glamor, power, beauty, confidence in my life, I was in charge of my kids and the house and I worked and so much company and people around and so much to do and stay busy

now I have NOTHING and am all alone with only half custody

I tried everything and so many times with so many people and no one wants to be friends with me

now I feel tremendously old and ugly and empty and life is meaningless and lonely

I just hate my life now and no matter what I do it is never enough or makes me feel good at all