vj: hope you feel better soon. Road trips are stressful even at the best of times, and for you this is a real life changer - all the way across the country! Something I do that helps - take plenty of music that you love, and when you get really anxious, crank it up and sing along as loud as you want. I would sometimes do that just driving to work...when I had a job, anyway.

little: Hope you get lots of rest over the weekend.

BlackPup: if you feel like venting, you know where!

sick: hope it passes soon - call your doc as many times as you need to - that's why they get paid big bucks...

Clive: Glad you're at least thinking about getting out of the house!

Me: Slept pretty good, probably 7 hours without waking up. But totally lacking in motivation and there are things I need to do today that I've been putting off. Still having those little pockets of intense depression...last night I was doing laundry and feeling okay when I started folding one of the hubs shirts...buried my nose in it and even clean I was breathing in his scent. Hit bottom instantly and just started bawling...dumb really, since we haven't split up or anything, and things have been better, but he has been on the road for almost two weeks. Going to my sister's for the weekend, so that should help.