Hi Petunia

rest is a good idea. It's still early here yet but I think I will go to bed soon and take another sleeping tablet and see if I can sleepthrough all this. Maybe I should just keep taking the sleeping tablets till it all gets better. But my dr said to only take them every other night. So I don't know what to do. I have to get things ready for H to take little daughter to the optician tomorrow. He needs me to tell him what to do, what to say, so I have to think about what decisions might ahve to be made. It's hard sometimes. Especially when I don't want to be the grownup one.