Seems everyone else that has responded to this thread either didn't understand what you meant by "agonizing" or just didn't know what to say.

Kory is NOT "agonizing" or dying. She's very much alive but exhausted. I've had a few beautiful conversations with her. Hon, you need to take better care of her... just like you do the baby. I'm doing all I can from my end, Sweety. Please check your PMs and your email, ok? There is something special in email for "mi mami."

For those of you who don't know, Kory is my surrogate mom. She's a beautiful, wonderful person!