An Update:
I haven't been on line A lot The past week, Trying to get outside more on my days off..

Since stopping the Kolopin, Things are getting better. still taking 1000mg of Depokote and 100mg of Trazadone at night. Plus in the AM I take a Muli-vitamin and 5000iu's of Vitamin D. which seems to be Helping.
I will be seeing my Pdoc on the 10th.

I still find I obsess About Stuff, Like the way things Fit,Or stuff I have no control of. But deep breathing helps..

I'm making a list of things I wish to discuss with my Pdoc and MD doc..

I'm seeing that there is light at the end of the tunnel, Much better than I was a few weeks ago.....