Hi all,
not much up to replying , but bandit, i hope you find the strength to keep going. there is always someone to help you.
PT hope you are having a good w/e at sisiters.. sounds like the best therapy ever!
I get mornings like that clive!

I feel horrible this morning.. coming down from a really intensly manic few days into anxious, iritable, head spinny nastyness. for me this should be called tri polar cos i definately have 3 very distinct states! 0h and "normal" too would make 4.. is that quadripolar?!
Have been refered to psychiatrist cos the gp put me on just anti d's and they are sending me really manic... that was almost 2 weeks ago.. phoned mental health people to ask how referal was going and they said i had been assigned to a doc but it was now up to him to set up appointment! I can wait much longer feeling like this =( dont they realise how long a week can be when your head is in a bad place? told lady on phone that if i didnt get appointment soon i would stop the anti d's cos i dont like being this sparky... she told me not to mess with meds.. but what else can i do.. they wont give me a mood stabaliser until ive seen a psychiatrist.... aaarrrgggg