That's where you problem lies, Ian. "NO" always means "NO"!!
You need to read your Bill of Rights under the Constitution. You, as an individual have the freedom to express your opinions but CONGRESS cannot pass a law denying you that right. I, as an individual, have the right to deny you the right to say ANYTHING when you are in my house. Doc John has every right to say NO SUICIDAL POSTS on HIS board!! It's not CONGRESS telling you you can't do it! It's Doc John and the rest of us that don't want to put up with your crap that are telling you SHUT THE HELL UP!!!
One rule on this board is NO SUICIDAL POSTS. Period!
Thank God I'm not suicidal but your post about holding the gun to your head pisses me off. That's not to mention any of the members who are hanging on by a thread, trying to NOT end their lives. You don't give a rats *** what you do to them, to you?? Or do you?? Do you want to trigger someone to do exactly what you wrote??
Thoughtlessness, selfishness, self-centerdness are all IMMATURE behaviors, Ian. Grow up! Think of others instead of just yourself! Go to a suicide message board if that's what you want to talk about and wallow in! Leave the rest of us alone to get through a most difficult time of the year instead of trying to drag us down with you!

He's making a list and checking it twice...
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.