Morning all, hope everyone is well and hugs to those who are not...

This morning I woke up freezing cold and 40 something degrees outside! It's so not supposed to be getting cold yet.. Now I am worried about how I am going to keep warm in the camper my dad lets me sleep in... Other than that I feel rather neutral right now aside from the slight anxiety thats always with me. Gettin my Wake-n-Bake on so hopefully it will combat that. Overall I feel restless though like I need to be doing something more to improve my situation (even if that means death) I just dont know what to do anymore......