A lot of things have been happening lately, and I couldn't literally get the words to come out last week, but last night, I managed to try to talk in chat. Unfortunately, it didn't come out right, and people started talking about something that was not the main issue, and what I said afterwords (the main point), got lost.
It got so frustrating and overwhelming that I couldn't stay and had to leave.
I'm sorry. I know the people here are nice. I guess it was bad timing on my part.