That sounds terrible. So sorry to hear you are facing so much right now. We're all here for you though. Try to only deal with one thing at a time. Like if you're visiting one sick friend or relative, don't focus on the others you are worried about too. Easier said than done, of course. Take time to care for yourself. Have a cup of tea. Watch something funny on TV or your favorite program. Escape with a beach novel. I know the pain of knowing those you love are suffering is hard to take. Don't beat up on yourself for worrying about them. Just remember that you can't help them if you don't take care of yourself first.