Thanks guys for the reassurance. I am still obsessing BIGTIME. I keep going back to this T's page and reading her information over and over and studying her picture over and over and over.. and going back to this email and re-reading it, and checking and checking my inbox.. AGH!

A thought just occurred to me. Is it possible I am obsessing about this because I am avoiding the pain of the termination?

Or maybe I need this in place so that I feel safe enough to process the pain of the termination?

I just don't know why I am getting SO obsessive. I've seriously read this email hundreds of times today.