I have no interest in raising my kids with these fears, depression, memories, anxiety, excessive worry, inability to function, inability to care for the kids, inability to dream, inability to enjoy, divorce, custody, inability to see a good future, inability to think normally and act normally, zero self-esteem, zero self-confidence, no stability, no security, no certainty, no safety, no life, no direction

I can't do this to them, have them around a crazy pathetic loser like me, scared every second of everything